Recently, troubling about the Industrial training to Singapore. It cannot denied that working in Singapore is the biggest wish in my life since the hope of furthering my studies there vanish two years before. So, i really will try my best to find whatever chance which can lead me there.
However, now the market situation there is not as bright as b4. From the news, heard abt many retrenchment happen in a clip of eyes recently. Moreover, by calling few company over there and got the respond of them, i know that my chance is getting slim and slim. But, should i really give up the chance of working there?? My ambition, my further career, my working environment... all of these will be gone if i give up in this moment...
Sometime, i may keep blaming my parents that do not give the chance to me to do something, such as finding job oversea. Now, surprisingly, my dad din even ask a word about my industrial training instead, leave the matter from head over toes to me. But, now is my problem instead. I can really handle the matter and sucessfully work there? That is my problem, i should not blame anyone if i really cannot work there....
Until now, i still cannot overcome the tongue-tied probelm. During the calling to those singapore company. I even cannot speak a fluent Mandarin, let alone speak english (i think it doesn't leave a very good image to the phone receiver regarding this tongue-tied fellow). Can't really i talk properly? Why would i be lack of confident like this? When can it be totally solved? .................................................................................................................................. All of these, is my own problem actually. Nobody can really help me, and only me myself can overcome the problem...
信心，使自己找的。评价，是别人给的。
没有信心，再高的评价也是徒然。
满怀信心，再低的评价，会成为下个高评价的垫脚石。
i always believe about this..... i hope i can do as wat i believe...
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