上个星期，我远赴KL参加了一场由菩提工作坊所主办的大型佛曲弘法会。这场法会，我期待了一年多，终于有机会参与其中。由于筹备工作和我的考试撞期，所以我不能参与筹备工作，只能成为义工的一分子。虽然只是小小的一个角色，但已经令我感触良多。
佛曲弘法，是我一直都强调，也一直最喜欢的弘法方式。顶着美妙的旋律，让我们更能够感受到佛陀的智慧，内心的法喜。看着那深富意义的歌词，听着听着，也能让我们心生感恩。也许是我的慧根不足，对佛学书籍的相应不高，所以只能靠着佛曲美妙的旋律而从中学佛。就如菩提工作访所打的招牌：弘法，不一定只有一只麦克风，它可以加一把吉他;佛曲，不一定只有刻板的旋律，它可以有跳跃的音符。虽然和专研佛经相比，聆听佛曲似乎没那么有效果学佛，但这却是时下年轻人学佛的最佳管道（说真的，时下年轻人看到参考书就钓鱼，更何况是佛书？至少我是其中一个。。。嘻嘻）。我想这就是为什么菩提工作访吸引了那么多年轻人参与。只有佛曲，才能释放出我们年轻的力量！
这次的弘法会，让我们所有工作人员，上上下下，不管是上如筹委会主席，或下如小小的知宾组组员，都上了宝贵的人生的一堂课。看到我们所有工委不分你我，各自在自己的岗位认真的工作。在法会开始前，尽心的策划，做协调；发挥开始时，尽心的控制场内的局面。总之不分你我，尽心尽力完成受伤的工作。这部就印证了法师所说的“不为发生做反应，只为目标而行动”。大家不管场内有多么难搞，而大家的信念只有一个：让称赞如来成功举办!在这里，我看到了行动里的重要性。
坐在观众席上的你们，也许已经观赏了一场精彩的佛曲弘法会，感受到了普贤行愿的力量；而紧守岗位的工委以及义工们，却真真实实的在人生道路上画上美丽的一页！
师父说：“佛法是生命取向的模式，知识是大脑取向的模式。佛法是如说修行，讲了就要有行动力，就要做到，修行才能有成就。知识是 如说知道，弄清楚了就结束或者明天再做，这样修行不会有成就，我们有因缘听闻佛法，不要满足了就结束，因为更重要的是有没有行动力。身为凡夫，普贤行愿力 是必须“做”了才能累积资粮，否则这是充数骗人。善财童子是法身，一讲就通，所以普贤心，普贤道，普贤行是属于法身大士的。”
我觉得这在我的生活中得到了很大的启示。往往，在我的日常生活中，我们习惯了想了一大堆才行动，但殊不知，这反而成为了我们行动的阻力。想想，读完书了为什么不马上行动做习题，那是因为我们“以为”自己会了。但是，往往考完试试却失望而归，重视同恨自己为什么不做多一点习题。处理事情也是，每次想东想西，怕这怕那，到最后一分钟才行动。如果早一点行动，效果可能会更好呢！
这次的<普贤行，悟菩提>。虽然不是很了解普贤普萨的事迹，但是从这次的弘法会，我至少知道了普贤普萨所行的十大愿。愿力，其实和心力很相应。愿力越大，心力越强。就向峨嵋山上的通永老师父，一天念佛号十万遍，每天从不间断。那是需要多么大的心力呀！难怪老师父他老人家102岁了还是那么的健康。
<普贤行，悟菩提>佛曲弘法会圆满落幕。虽然只是的小小的义工，分享会也不敢冒贸然去分享（也许是自己的参与感不够其他筹备了一年多的工委们吧），但是让我对佛法有的更深的体会。看到这么多人为了成就称赞如来而那么的努力，自己真的也不敢有那么的一刻不认真，因为可能就拿一秒的不认真，就枉费了背后许许多多人的成就。大家的认真，也让我们所有人心生感动，尤其是马老师，不管时间多么的不应许，外面的观众多么的不耐烦，他还是坚持延迟开始，就是要把最完美的呈现在大家面前。他的认真表演，也让我们在庆功宴时落下感动得眼泪。
认真与行动力，是这次我所学到的东西。你学到了什么？行动吧，法侣！
Friday, December 12, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Trouble..
Recently, troubling about the Industrial training to Singapore. It cannot denied that working in Singapore is the biggest wish in my life since the hope of furthering my studies there vanish two years before. So, i really will try my best to find whatever chance which can lead me there.
However, now the market situation there is not as bright as b4. From the news, heard abt many retrenchment happen in a clip of eyes recently. Moreover, by calling few company over there and got the respond of them, i know that my chance is getting slim and slim. But, should i really give up the chance of working there?? My ambition, my further career, my working environment... all of these will be gone if i give up in this moment...
Sometime, i may keep blaming my parents that do not give the chance to me to do something, such as finding job oversea. Now, surprisingly, my dad din even ask a word about my industrial training instead, leave the matter from head over toes to me. But, now is my problem instead. I can really handle the matter and sucessfully work there? That is my problem, i should not blame anyone if i really cannot work there....
Until now, i still cannot overcome the tongue-tied probelm. During the calling to those singapore company. I even cannot speak a fluent Mandarin, let alone speak english (i think it doesn't leave a very good image to the phone receiver regarding this tongue-tied fellow). Can't really i talk properly? Why would i be lack of confident like this? When can it be totally solved? .................................................................................................................................. All of these, is my own problem actually. Nobody can really help me, and only me myself can overcome the problem...
信心，使自己找的。评价，是别人给的。
没有信心，再高的评价也是徒然。
满怀信心，再低的评价，会成为下个高评价的垫脚石。
i always believe about this..... i hope i can do as wat i believe...
However, now the market situation there is not as bright as b4. From the news, heard abt many retrenchment happen in a clip of eyes recently. Moreover, by calling few company over there and got the respond of them, i know that my chance is getting slim and slim. But, should i really give up the chance of working there?? My ambition, my further career, my working environment... all of these will be gone if i give up in this moment...
Sometime, i may keep blaming my parents that do not give the chance to me to do something, such as finding job oversea. Now, surprisingly, my dad din even ask a word about my industrial training instead, leave the matter from head over toes to me. But, now is my problem instead. I can really handle the matter and sucessfully work there? That is my problem, i should not blame anyone if i really cannot work there....
Until now, i still cannot overcome the tongue-tied probelm. During the calling to those singapore company. I even cannot speak a fluent Mandarin, let alone speak english (i think it doesn't leave a very good image to the phone receiver regarding this tongue-tied fellow). Can't really i talk properly? Why would i be lack of confident like this? When can it be totally solved? .................................................................................................................................. All of these, is my own problem actually. Nobody can really help me, and only me myself can overcome the problem...
信心，使自己找的。评价，是别人给的。
没有信心，再高的评价也是徒然。
满怀信心，再低的评价，会成为下个高评价的垫脚石。
i always believe about this..... i hope i can do as wat i believe...
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
About myself
Well, this is my 1st time to create my blog after seeing sooo many frens have thier own blogspot... and... i am not going to open it for public and this blog spot could only be a place for me to express my feeling and drop down my whatever memories, no matter bitter or sweet memories.
I used to have a habit to write the diary, but only for particular experience such as The Life in National Service, The Part-time Life in Genting, The Down to village Experience and so on. During the experience, i will drop down what i had experience and what my feeling is towards certain situation. And this really leave me a good memories. I will cherish the pals who r alwis by my side to accompany me along those experience. Friendship forever pals!!
Erm... about myself. I can considered as "handicapped" people... haha but no need to feel pitiful to me lar. Actually i am born to be tougue-tied. I cannot speak well and fluently like u since i was child. And so that, i have become the laughing-stock among my freind and even my even my teachers. I have been undergone operation towards my tongue when i was 7 or 8 years old. Althought the condition is getting better now, but the problem still there.
Althougth i am a tongue-tied ppl but i have never feel depress actually. Erm... actually i also not very sure whether i am really so strong enough to resist those laughing or not. When they are trying to laugh me and act as what i said, i will pretend not to hear abt it.. but in the deep of my heart, i think..... i do care!! I jus don wan to face thier laughing and i don know wat expression can i use to reply thier laughing.. angry? not my style... happy? crazy ar... sad? not worth for it... so i rather pretend not to hear abt it...
As i grow older and older, i have a strong idea that my life is not only like the state now.. hence, i keep trying to learn new thing, no matter comunication skill, althought i am defect in advance, but i won't care the people sight and keep on learning. So, sometime, if i am full of confidence, i can actually speak well especially on the stage. However, when sometime i am lack of confidence, my speaking really like suck~~ So, i hope i can keep on fighting to my illness and hopefully i can really speak like a normal people and won't trouble around this problem anymore....
I used to have a habit to write the diary, but only for particular experience such as The Life in National Service, The Part-time Life in Genting, The Down to village Experience and so on. During the experience, i will drop down what i had experience and what my feeling is towards certain situation. And this really leave me a good memories. I will cherish the pals who r alwis by my side to accompany me along those experience. Friendship forever pals!!
Erm... about myself. I can considered as "handicapped" people... haha but no need to feel pitiful to me lar. Actually i am born to be tougue-tied. I cannot speak well and fluently like u since i was child. And so that, i have become the laughing-stock among my freind and even my even my teachers. I have been undergone operation towards my tongue when i was 7 or 8 years old. Althought the condition is getting better now, but the problem still there.
Althougth i am a tongue-tied ppl but i have never feel depress actually. Erm... actually i also not very sure whether i am really so strong enough to resist those laughing or not. When they are trying to laugh me and act as what i said, i will pretend not to hear abt it.. but in the deep of my heart, i think..... i do care!! I jus don wan to face thier laughing and i don know wat expression can i use to reply thier laughing.. angry? not my style... happy? crazy ar... sad? not worth for it... so i rather pretend not to hear abt it...
As i grow older and older, i have a strong idea that my life is not only like the state now.. hence, i keep trying to learn new thing, no matter comunication skill, althought i am defect in advance, but i won't care the people sight and keep on learning. So, sometime, if i am full of confidence, i can actually speak well especially on the stage. However, when sometime i am lack of confidence, my speaking really like suck~~ So, i hope i can keep on fighting to my illness and hopefully i can really speak like a normal people and won't trouble around this problem anymore....
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